Motherhood

Motherhood is the loneliest experience I’ve ever had. If you are a mother - hi hello, I see you.

I get so jealous when my friend invites her friends over and not me. Even though it's like I wanna leave Dottie at home, I also just want to spend time with her so even if I was invited - I'd miss her. Is this normal?

I want to go and I don't want to go. At least, I wanna be invited and it up to me that I don't wanna go. I hate this feeling of no longer feeling included. I hate the idea that other mothers have felt this too. That motherhood changes friendships negatively when motherhood has given me my favorite person (even if she doesn't let me sleep).